Something that i would ever dare to say it out.

Sometimes there are thing that i don't dare say out. Things like i cry everyday. Some might ask. "Wait what? Rauf cry? "

The answer is Yes. I cry. I cry because i care too much, I cry because i am too angry, I cry because i am to open. I also cry because i love too much. Some might ask why you cry and how come i don't see you. The answer is i tend to hide my feelings from other people and cover them with fake feelings. No one knows what i am feeling most of the time. Whether i am happy or sad or even down. Cause most of the times i cover my feelings. I am scared of opening up my feelings. I am scared cause i might hurt those around me. I have hurt a lot of people around me and i don't want to hurt more people. When i hurt people i would cut myself off people who talk to me and cry for what i have done. Some would call me crybaby or whatsoever. i don't care. I cry to express my feelings. Only which feeling...