This is for her~

No matter if you are sad or down, I will always be here, to see that beautiful smile of yours. I want you to be happy just as we both wished on 11.11 & 12.34. Never look down on yourself cause I will always here for you whenever you need me. Smile. Never be sad. Because there would always be someone who would(WILL) cheer you up no matter what :) Smiling is difficult but it is the most delicate thing in the world :) Never look down on yourself. Ignore what others say. And believe IN what your heart tells you to do. Trust your heart BEFORE TRUSTING others, as your heart is pure. FORGET all your negative emotions, REMEMBERING happy and loving memories with you. You can be happy as long as you leave those disastrous happenings away from you :) Never give up or lose hope on yourself as there might be others who might be impacted. Stay as what you are because you are unique. There IS ONLY ONE YOU IN THIS WORLD. :) You are special. So never give up on yourself as you would only lose yourself. Stay happy and people will love you. :) That's why i keep telling you to A.L.W.A.Y.S S.M.I.L.E. Cause nothing can replace happiness :)

These 2 drawings are from my best friend :) Its made for her <3 

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Giving up

Well lets talk about Giving Up. A few words to say before i continue. NEVER GIVE UP. Yes NEVER. GIVE. UP. Cause once you give up. Your are ruined. I personally had almost give up on every single thing. Until someone smsed me 1 very long text which i debated with myself not to give up. Eventually i never give up or lost hope. Cause if you work your best, the reward is inevitable. I almost give up on my life also ._. but before i do that i usually talk to my friends about it and they psycho me not to. I am glad having this friends who where there for me. Always have someone who is there for you 24/7. Someone who cares, love and trust you. Cause maybe this person who do this needs helps. Who knows? I was there for my friends who needed me the most. But only a few. No only like 2 or 3 who are there to return the favor. Sometimes i wonder if i am  even a good friend to them. I help everyone to get back on their feet only to get myself disappointed. Well this is getting out of topic. I want all those readers to NEVER GIVE UP. Cause there would be someone, somewhere that would be there for you :) 

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Everyone deserves 2nd chance

Well i am not going to talk about relationships or something. I am going to talk about Giving chances. Well, Personally i give people 2nd chance or maybe even more. I believe you should not judge on a person on a first-time-see-that-person basis Seriously. I mean don't you want to get 2nd chance all the time? The answer is obviously YES! So why judge on someone just on first impression? For me I don't do that. I believe in giving countless chance to make up their mistakes. Many people may classify me as 'Kind Hearted' But to me titles are just nothing without actions. Be it 'Kind Hearted' or 'Cold Blooded', everyone deserves a 2nd chance. So why bothering bringing someone's past up and hating that person for what he or she has said out of anger or whatsoever. Everyone deserves 2nd chance. Cause No one is PERFECT. Everyone is born with IMPERFECTIONS in one way or another. So give all those around 2nd chances for them to make up their past mistakes :) i am not pointing to anyone but i am just telling you all that we should give chances to people to make up for their mistakes :) 

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Idk what to say

Sigh. These few days, I have not been feeling well. I have no idea why. Sometimes i am just all moody and i will go around emoing for countless hours. I avoided a lot of people when i am emo. I thought to myself, maybe i should text her. Who knows maybe she could make me smile. Which she does last time. But. NO. I didnt smile. I couldn't even forge a fake smile. Whats wrong with me? I really have no idea. I am fine on the outside, but i am all empty with no feelings at all inside. I couldn't bring myself to smile. I watched funny videos and tried to make myself smile. Even that i couldn't even smile a single bit. What is this? I really don't hurt those around me when i am all emotional. That's why they see me as happy. Sigh... SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME SMILE! I want to be able to smile like last time. Not like now, all sad and emotional. Even typing this with no hope of someone would be reading this is painful. But at least i get to share how i feel inside of me. To the someone who read this blog post of mine, Hate me. So that i would feel more bad for myself. I am just another useless person in this world. KILL ME AND END MY LIFE QUICKLY.

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