F February 2014 ~ Rauf NikoLOLi ♥

Thursday, 27 February 2014

A long time since update.

A alot of things has happened these few weeks. There are alot of things to be talked but i will talk mainly on these 2 weeks of my life.

Week 1:
Pretty much nothing has happened. I have fallen for a friend but i am scared to tell her. I am scared that i cannot take the rejection if its failed. I just continue my life while adoring her. Our standard is to meet up during lunchtime, slack till like about 2, send her to class and off back to my class. Once her class is done we would meet up and go to Hougang mall where we further slack. As we were slacking she would always tell me about herself and rarely asked about me. Which i find it strange. Usually we hang around in the arcade playing Maximum Tune. During the weekends we would just text each other and we changed our whatsapp picture because we failed to answer a question. We changed to a psyduck haha! We then keep sending voice message to each other telling each other how funny it is to see 2 similar psyducks talking to each other.

Week 2:
Monday seems fine. Although i am about stressed about school. She is always there to make me smile :)
Tuesday we went to sunshine plaza to print out my FYP poster. We arrived at Bras Basah and we got lost on the way to the shop to meet my friend. The funny thing is that my friend said he would wait for us at the carpark of Bencoolen Hotel. Well we got lost on the way there. So we asked some people for directions. Imagine. 1 guy and 1 girl asking people directions to the hotel. It was awkward for us. Well my friend finally told us that he will be waiting us at the shop instead. Lucky that awkwardness was over for us otherwise people might think wrong. We went to the shop and waited for the poster to be printed out. We played many games including FunRun. I sort of got closer to her and my friend suspects that we were an item. But sadly we arent a couple. :( After printing both me and her went to Bugis+ to go for some window shopping. We agreed on getting a baseball jacket. One for me and one for her. Both is in blue and white color. Awww. We even thought of getting a similar shirt. After some window shopping we took a bus to slack with our friends. Inside the bus we keep talking to each other and i felt that we maybe by chance can be an item. Well next day(which is yesterday) we went to our usual routine but as we were slacking during lunchtime, we met a few other friends. When we were slacking, a fight erupted. We wanted to ignore it, but seeing as its one of her friends who got into a fight(which was a couple fight) we were kinda pulled to it as one of them got punched for nothing. Well we went to try and resolve the problem. After resolving the problem we went back slacking. And one of them asked if both me and her were getting along. She told him that we were best friends( Awwshit friendzoned :( ) I didnt take the comment too seriously as i am kinda a nice guy. Then we went to my friends house to slack. Now our friends house became our slacking place haha! Well today i was dam upset because of a few things that happened. One. She was late for our meeting (Which was acceptable). Two. My teacher kpkb over my test timing and i got dam angry because she was waiting for me at outside school. I told her to meet my friend and go slack at our friend house. After my test i went to his house. On the way there i kept overthinking about stuffs.. I dont know why but i keep overthinking till i teared over the outcome. I didnt really talked at there. Then i went back home and wrote this which is like a diary which i long time never update.

Thank you for listening. Have a good day.

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