What is wrong with me?

Sigh idk where to begin with. All i know is that my life sucks. Why is this happening to me?? I feel so unappreciated for whatever i do. Why am i even in this cruel world. I rather people kill me right now then to suffer this. Couldnt smile. I could only do fake smile. Sigh. :( Can this go away? I guess no. The one who can reveal my true smile is Marilyn. Really. She was the one who could cheer me up no matter what. I cant describe my feelings for her. I really want to be happy again. I just dont know how. Someone Please help me?? D: Save me from this trouble. I want to be able to smile like last time. I dont know how to be happy. Everyone is telling me to be happy but idk how. Sigh. I really pity my life. It just sucks. I think if i disappear forever, no one even cares. FML ttm seriously.

PLEASE SAVE ME FROM THIS FUCKED UP LIFE!

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Girls Please read this!

I don't get it why some girls like to make other girls suffer. I mean Are you all jealous of the other girls that you want to destroy their lives by making them miserable. I mean why do you even do this? Jealous? Come on. Everyone is born imperfect. None of you are perfect! Stop saying things about other girls. I am not siding anyone.This is my own observations. Please stop destroying other girls as they might start to do something stupid like suiciding. Come on. I know you hate them for something. Don't hate them to the extend of this. Some girls cannot think that well and they might do something stupid. Please. Stop doing this things. Its just not appropriate. And Please. Do not gossip about other girls or even spreading rumors. Its bad for you and the other girl. Like seriously. Stop this can girls? I don't want to see girls hurt. I want everyone to be happy. Just by stopping whatever you have done for that girl things can be changed. SO PLEASE! STOP HURTING OTHER GIRLS!

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