24th Feb

Well today is the 24th February and so far its quite ok. Lost a few friends due to some case. I dont want to even talk about them. Sometimes, you have to trust your BEST FRIENDS. And not others. Cause your best friends can turn the story around. For me, to make me smile, i would just text her. I dont know why but everytime we text, i would smile at her texts :) its like she got some sort of magic powers to make me smile no matter what the situation is, be it unhappy or whatsoever times. :) Well. Really some people are able to do that. Even when my BestFriends talk about her, i would always smile no matter what. Well its her common test this and next week. So i wish her ALL THE BEST FOR HER EXAMINATIONS! And dont worry, i would wake up at 4 or 5 just to accompany you although i might fall asleep at some points >.< But i would always text you everymorning to wish you all the best for your paper. JIAYOUS! ALL THE BEST!

-♥RaufNikoLoli

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19 feb 2012

Well its the 19th Feb. Things are not going the same as i thought. Everything i did sure will have mistakes. Well, Life is must have its Ups and Downs. I try to get those around me happy. They get happy but i would get hurt everytime i make someone happy. The only person who is able to make me smile is HER. Yes HER! Everytime i receive a text from her, i would feel, well, Happy. Not just happy, but Super happy. I don't know how to explain this feeling when you receive a text from someone you love. She always makes me smile no matter what situation i am in. I love her <3 and i will always do. I have no one else to love except her. I love other people as well. But often i get back-stabbed or betrayed. Well i really have nothing to say for this people. Bunch of useless people who make others hurt just for their own enjoyment. Well we do have feelings too. Unlike you backstabbers. I am not referring to anyone. But for those of you who want to backstab me. Backstab in front of my face so that i  know. Well i have nothing else to say about this people. Now i only love her and will protect her. If i have to get physical then i will get physical. I dont give a F*** if i get hurt. I only want her to be happy so that she can smile everyday. Well i really dont know what to update for now. But i will update soon :)

To that HER, I LOVE YOU ♥. Please be happy :) and remember that i will always be there for you whenever you need help ♥ :)  I will never leave you alone by yourself. You are always in my heart. No one can ever replace this. You are special to me ♥

Wo ai ni, Watashiwa anata o aishite, Saya cintakan kamu.

-♥ RaufNikololi.

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Well tomorrow is valentines day

Well tomorrow is valentines day and i am spending it alone. SIGH. *ForeverAlone* Well whats up with this valentines day? If you want to show your love to someone, You can just do it for the rest of the 364 days and not the 1 day. Well i know its a romantic day for a date or whatsoever. But seriously? 14Feb is just a day which is in the middle of February. So you waited 1 whole year just for 1 day where you can confess your love? Why not confessing it on a normal day? I simply do not understand. I am not against Valentines here. I support Valentines but to a certain extent. Well to those of you who read my blog and do not support me, then i wish you
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! 


Well this is a picture i made: Sorry for the bad quality >.<

Happy Valentines Day ♥

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OMG

Sigh, i cant believe it! I had to tell. I couldnt blame anyone but myself. Sorry but its not your fault. Its mine. I couldnt understand what you mean but now i know thanks to godwin. I respect your decision. So i just wanted to say,

  I AM SORRY IF I HURT YOU! 

Since its your decision i will abide to it. I cant say more here due to privacy reasons.  

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To '?'

To: "?"

You please dont talk big. You say this in the Cbox:  So what if you gangster? i wonder which girl want to be whacked by you. All girls love kind boys and obviously for you? i don't know ah.. i wonder who interesting will it be when your girl see this

Well i tell you something. She sees and you know what she said? Yes. YOU MY FRIEND "?", IS A LOSER! Yes. That was what she called you. LOSER! So i recommend you to MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS AND GET THE FUCK OFF MY BLOG! Seriously? Trying to lie?  john from temasek poly, a student from the psychology class..   Please la. John? Trying to lie to get yourself out of trouble? Please la. If you want to get out of trouble,

APOLOGIZE TO HER! 

then i may forgive you.

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Sigh Really??

Sigh. Promise. What are promise? Promise is when you tell the other party that you would do it no matter what. Well what happens when promise are broken? Sigh. I don't know. But once you have broken that promise, its going to be harsh for you. I know it. Its because I promised her that i would be there for her. But were was i when she needed me the most? Yes. GAMES! Playing game is slowly destroying me. I do not blame games for what i have done, but i should have stopped it long ago. Now its too late. I am a perfectionist. Yes i cant take failures. What i have just done is considered a FAILURE! When i fail, i do not forgive myself for doing it. I am also the person who do things at all cost to correct that mistake.

I AM SORRY!


Sigh.

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Happy Birthday my sister

Yes today is my Little sister, Amira's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRA! haha. Today is your day and enjoy~ JUSTINENOOB! haha! I still owe you 25m for your birthday so yea. i will give it to you when i can :) haha at last, Happy birthday :D

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Some facts.

Ok some random facts about me.
1. I hate people who criticize others when they are jealous.
2. I hate people who piss me off when i am not in the mood.
3. I care for the ones around me. Especially those who i love the most.
4. I respect people who respect me.
5. I love making MMV ( Maple Music Video)
6. I love to cook ♥
7. I am a maple freak.
8. I may be my Alliance leader. But i do not think i lead correctly.
9. I am unsure of my leadership capabilities.
10. I love going out.
11. I have no idea why i am doing this.
12. I am out of here! CYA!

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Please

I know some of you read my blog. But please. You may comment anything you want. Just not to the point of hurting people. I know that cause recently there is 1 person who is using my name to criticizing  her. Seriously. What is the matter with you? Using MY name and criticizing her? You dont dare to show your name? Please. If you want to criticize her USE YOUR OWN NAME! You telling me you scared? Then why you criticize her in the first place? Yes. The fact you  used my name already flared me up. But CRITICIZING HER? Please la. That beyond what i can withstand. And now you don't dare to reply me? Grow up please. Stop criticizing her. Because for all you know someone is looking for you. Feeling guilty? Then admit and we might even give you a second chance. Please dont criticize her.

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Happy birthday mei

Well today was quite surprising as i didnt know that today is my maple Mei's birthday. Happy Birthday x33Eggy33x.  From Niko KorKor. :D Well i really did not know what to get for my mei as she last min told me >.< so i went to get her Pole Arm for attk 10% x5 for her :) though i promised to get her Equipment Enhancement scroll :) Well thats all for now? i guess? haha

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