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Well these days are quite ok(?) i guess. Well i was quite busy with my room and forgot to post my previous post so yea i forgot to publish it until Andy told me about my blog. Haha. Well, lets see.... Well yesterday she wasnt feeling quite ok. To be factual, Troubled is more of the word. I detect this with how she replied me with her sms and the duration. I take note of all these so with these things going on, i began to worry for her. I was so engrossed with thinking that anyone disturbs be got shouted at. Haha funny i guess. Well, with all those in my head, i had to finish my MMV to cheer her up :) so without her chatting with me, it feels weird and in the beginning i had no motivation. Despite the motivation came in after i had completed the MMV, it felt good. And straight away after uploading the Video into Youtube, I texted her to cheer up and i have posted the MMV. She was shock to see that i knew she was troubled or something so i assured her that i would be there for her when she needs someone ♥ :) Well after that she told me that she was okay and i believed her. Not that anything people say i would believe them, I trust everyone. For those who i care even more, I trust them to the fullest. Well enough talk for today :) Going to start on my valentines special MMV :) until then~

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Lets see how to start. Hmm. Well these days kinda feeling sick and she keep ask me to rest. Awww ♥. Who's that girl you might ask? Well its the same girl that i mentioned in my previous blog post ♥. Haha. Well since i was sick i decided to make some Music Video for Her ♥. And i managed to make 1 vid for her within 1 day. So yea. My videos are not so fantastic but i took all my heart and soul into that music video. Currently i am making 2 music video. So its going to take 1 week to do it. Well if you want you can check my Youtube Channel. Its not so nice as the others but like what they said, Practice makes perfect :) and i know she would be waiting for my music video. I might even make a cover video singing >.< although i might not even sing well >.<

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23rd January 2012

Well 23 January 2012 was a special day. Yes its Chinese New Year. But its also Her birthday :) Yes its MARILYN'S BIRTHDAY! Happy Birthday <3 It started well with my plans to 'Pei' (accompany) her throughout the whole day. One of my agenda was to: Be the FIRST and the LAST person to wish her Happy Birthday. Well i did everything to do it. Including setting my alarm clock to 2359 hours on the 22nd December and 0000hours on the 23rd December. I prepared everything early. Facebook, SMS, Twitter and even FB Group. I was so excited that i keep looking at the time. Even my parents noticed that. But they don't care me. When my alarm clock rang the 2nd time, as quick as lightning i press on my BlackBerry ( which was lagging) the send button, post wall button as well as tweet buttons. It was what i could do. I thought of giving her a call to wish her. But since it was late i decided not to. Then everything was as per normal and I promised her to pei her the whole night. I kind of did that. But she dozed off at 0045 which was the time she usually sleeps. So i stayed up the whole night till about 6am where i rested my head and accidentally dozed off -.- She smsed me at  0556 (which i didnt realized) and slept till 11. Everything was ok and we SMSed each other starting at about 11+. But i received some Bad News that i had to go to Malaysia and i was SHOCKED AND STUNNED FOR A WHOLE MINUTE. I then told her that i need to go to malaysia and she was disappointed. I could tell that. So i made a promise with her that i would sms her even if i could get even a single bar of signal. So the whole malaysia trip i was looking to and fro on my phone trying to get a signal. Everytime i got one, i lost it the next second. I was so disappointed the whole trip. But i hid my feelings so that my parents would not suspect a single thing. I keep saying "wo yao chi hui jia" ( I want to go home) My sis call me crazy -.-"" so yeah, i withstand the whole trip and when we reach a particular restraunt called 'Singgah Selalu' i got a signal that i could maintain. So the next second i SMSed her and she was happy. So we chatted till i had to go to prepare to go back to Singapore. When i reached Singapore, i text her and we happily chatted with each other. I then 'pei' her till she fell asleep. When clock reaches 1158 today, i called her. But sadly she rejected my call as she was on the phone. So i just texted her just to complete my Important agenda. Which was to be the FIRST and the LAST to wish her. After that we chatted for awhile and then she dozed off from tiredness from her Chinese New Year visits.

And to the rest of you reading this post, Happy Chinese New Year <3
-RaufNikoLoli <3

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Life

Life is not always perfect in many ways. Yet there are perfectionist who wants life to be perfect. Such a example is ME. Yes ME. I admit i am a perfectionist. I usually wants life to be my way. But somehow or rather, i cant get thing my way. And yes. I have sensitive feelings. Whenever people 'pokes' me, i feel as though they are serious! And my 1 most hated part of me is JEALOUSY. I get Jealous easily. Whenever i reached this part of the topic. I dont really like to talk about it. And yes. I am moody most of the times, so dont try to tick me off just on purpose. The consequences are bad.

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Is It true?

Sometime i wonder to myself. Is it true that people came from single-sex schools would find it hard to get themselves into relationships? I mean i came from a all-boys-school and i found it true. I dont know about the rest. But based on my experiences in LIFE, i find it hard to talk to girls in Real Life. I can talk to girls by com easily. BUT REAL LIFE? I cant. Whenever i talk to them, i would freeze up. Even passing them something like a birthday present to my ex-crush(?) it took me all my courage to pass it to her. I dont really know if this is really true ._. HOW TO CHANGE THIS? people say its easy. But for me its VERY DIFFICULT! Sigh. i just want to change this. Help me :(

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O level results ._.

Ok. Frankly i failed my o levels with 29 points. NOT BAD! well i don't bother to retake as i have no stamina for any retakes. So i am going to ITE and aim for a PERFECT GPA of 4 points and get recommended to Poly. Some of you may ask, why i dont feel sad? Its because i am thinking positive. And i promised my mei not to emo. So ya. I keep my promise to her <3 .  Well i chose Game development in ITE so good luck for me!

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1 game i would like to recommend.

Well there is 1 game i would like to recommend for those of you who are slackers / just bored with a certain game. Well i would like to recommend you to Gkart! here is the link: Gkart ♥. But if you want, you can download the Garena Plus first. After you have Downloaded it, install it. If you have successfully installed it, Register it and play it ( for those who used Gkart Website to download it). For those who used the Garena Plus, click on the Gkart button at the side and download it also. After that, run the game. Once you have run the game, you can follow the on screen instructions for tutorials and make your charters. Don't forget to add me inside Garena Plus. My ID: xiaorauf. That's all :D

-RaufNikololi ♥

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Sigh Monday is coming ._.

Well for all o level students (2011 batch) the time is up. This Monday is the time where we know our results. Prey to whichever god you believe in to get you good results! I am hoping for at least 20 points so that i can go in Temasek Polytechnic. Well Good luck guys! Jiayous!

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OMG O LEVELS!

OMG the o level results are just next Monday! OHNO! i am so nervous for the results. i hope i can just go to poly! A lot of people are counting on me to go to poly espically my MeiMei x33Eggy33x. She is so cute! Not only her, my Guild, NoLicence and my Alliance, Interceptor are counting on me. Not forgetting my family, friends and bestfriends who supports me all these while! *phew* i really hope i can go in Poly! Jiayous everyone! Lastly, some maple pics! Request are available for any event!

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sigh

When was the last time i edited this blog? its seemed forever ._. can you all tell me what to update on my blog? like seriously!

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1 picture i uploaded

lols using for my CCA presentation~ :)

how i wish i can use my jiejie name

so that she can scold me LOL!

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